Well right now, the fact is…I’m overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with possibility. Ridiculous right?
I’m currently experiencing what I call “GEEK A.D.D.”. I didn’t coin that phrase, some other witty and well known Social Media expert in Houston did. We met at a networking event years ago and I’d hear her say it a few time and I couldn’t understand what she was talking about. What was she talking about? GEEK A.D.D.? What was that? Geeks who have A.D.D.? NOT!
There was time in my life where everything seemed dark and purposeless and I was lethargic about life in general and I lived a very small, safe and not very exciting existence during my 20′s. I struggled to find a path and it was like fighting tooth and nail to get where I am today as a more whole, healed and happy individual. So I had very little creativity going on for me during this period of my life. I was always very creative and my imagination ran wild, but it was as if my juicy creative energy was locked away in a dungeon somewhere and I couldn’t access it or let it out. So I didn’t have “GEEK A.D.D.’ then because there were no ideas coming, few opportunities knocking at my door and also TONS of fear about living. Fear about EVERYTHING.
So here I am, year later, a bit more put together and I guess being more whole and healed from all-that-got-in-the-way-of living-a-big-life means you have more to live for, which I do and am so grateful for. This in turn creates possibility. The possibility of something. The possibility of anything. The possibility of everything. And so literally, the floodgates of my once-locked up juicy creativity are now flowing and blasting open and sometimes even running me over!
While this is good, it has been going on for 2 or 3 years now and speeding up like a mean Houston hurricane culminating in its peak existence this year.
I’ve found myself overwhelmed with all the ideas, possibilities and endeavors that I can think or dream of. [thirsty for more? keep reading...]
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